It was on August 4th
1993 that i got The Immaculate Collection
for my 15th birthday. A fantastic album that would slowly turn me
into the mad fan I am now. But little did I know about Madonna back
then. I didn't even have a clue that she was touring that summer.
Something I would regret later, when I found out it was her last
tour for many years. As my interest turned into obsession, especially
in the Ray Of Light years, I yearned for a tour, as many other fans.
Time after time tour plans got cancelled... until this summer. After
getting "her feet wet on stage again" in the Roseland
Ballroom and Brixton Academy, she launched her Drowned
World Tour. And despite the difficulties with the ticket frenzy,
I was part of it! :) This is my story...
Monday, June 4th 2001
It's 10.40 am when we can board the airplane. I'm leaving for Barcelona.
Two weeks holiday, backpacking. But nothing can get my mind off
the first weekend, which without any doubt will be the highlight
of my trip. My lovely cybersis Emmadonna has bought me tickets for
both shows. The tour will premier in Barcelona and we will be there!
I get into the plane smiling and once I find my seat I realize which
song is playing. 'Rain, feel
it on my fingertips, hear it on the windowpane' As if they want
to remind me who's waiting for me in Barcelona! The plane takes
off and I'm smiling more than ever.
Tuesday, June 5th
2001
Following my example Madonna flies into Barcelona. Rumours about
where she's staying circulate like hell, but nobody really seems
to know. Thursday, June 7th 2001
After three days playing the typical tourist in this beautiful city,
I find myself waiting at Cafe Zurich on Plaza Catalunya. After a
whole yearclose cyberfriendship, I finally get to meet Emmadonna!
As we're having a cool sangria, we are joined by Gareth and
Frank. Emma is the one with our gold. Out of her pocket appear
two envelopes, one with my tickets, one with Gareth's. Our key to
the fantastic weekend that's waiting for us.
Friday,
June 8th 2001
After a last night of long comfortable hours of sleep at Emma's
house (thanx for that sis!), we head to the Palau Sant Jordi. An
early news report shows fans camping outside the stadium. Hurry!
But once there, it's a little overblown. There are about 40 people
there (in fact, I was no. 40 to arrive!) and as many reporters.
The atmosphere is very relaxed and everyone's relaxing in the shadow
of the trees down at the gates of the square. We meet up with Gareth
and Frank and get to know Daniel, Floris and Caroline. The
7 of us would stick together throughout the whole weekend. Soon
we get to know the other fans waiting out there. Some of them have
been camping out since tuesday morning! They started a list of fans,
to make the queuing go fair. That's how I end up as no. 40. Out
of the 18.000 fans that gathered at the stadium on saturday evening,
that's very reasonable. I think I can now officially call myself
a die-hard fan! :)
And the waiting has begun. Every once in a while there's a Spanish
radio reporter or German TV-crew asking for an interview, trying
to paraphrase the same questions in an original way. 'Why are you
here?', 'What's so special about Madonna?' Duh! The cameramen love
Lucas, the fan who seems to know every Madonna dance, from Vogue
to Don't Tell Me. He's
quite entertaining, which makes up for the long waiting.
All of a sudden, in the early afternoon, loud bass sounds come from
inside the stadium. Fans run to the gate. No way we can see anything,
but we can clearly hear Madonna rehearsing. It's only afterwards
that we get to know that it's yesterday's rehearsal tapes. Emma
and I are sitting underneath a try near the Palau, listening to
Gone and Holiday.
If this feels so fantastic already, then what's the concert gonna
be like?!
In the late afternoon we hear Madonna singing live. This time she's
really inside the stadium. She sings I
Deserve It. Caroline suggests she's singing it in front of her
family, as Guy and the kids are present too.
Afterwards we run to the back entrance, waiting for her limo. But
no luck, the lady stays inside. Later she rehearses the whole show.
Although by now I've found out the complete setlist, I want to keep
it as some surprise, so after hearing the fantastic Drowned
World and Impressive
Instant, Emma, Daniel and I leave for some groceries. When we
return we find out the rehearsal is over and Mo has left the building.
Night's falling. At 10 pm the gates around the square get closed.
Pretty much following the famous list (La lista!), we all settle
for a sleeping spot in front of the gate. Don't know how many fans
are camping out, but in the morning the list would contain over
170 names. It's one big cosy chaos, everyone lying around on blankets
with food and drinks around. Some are trying to get some sleep,
some prefer challenging their energy to stay awake all night. Lucas
still seems full of energy, as he keeps on dancing, now to Fever
and Hanky Panky.
As the clock ticks past 1 am everyone seems to calm down a bit.
The crowd goes completely silent as two girls with beautiful high
voices start singing. This is like summer camp, one big group that
grew from strangers to close friends in 24 hours, lying around,
singing, dreaming...
Saturday, June 9th 2001
Unfortunately, little is left from the relaxing friendly atmosphere
when the gates are about to be opened. At 9.30 a whole group of
fans rushes their way to the front. Nervous fans try to get hold
of a good spot, loosing their stuff in the rush. Fortunately someone
is smart enough to inform security about 'the list'. As the security
guy starts shouting in Spanish, Emma translates. If we can get organised
in half an hour, he'll open this gate first. If not than the fans
on the other end of the square get lucky. Now we have to cooperate
in a group again. And it works! As Lucas reads down the list, we
queu up in front of the gate. Then the gates open, we put our mind
on ONE thing: RUN!! Gareth, Floris and I are blessed with
long legs and we cross the square towards the second gate, at the
furthest end. We made it to the front at the gates of the Palau!!
As everyone finds a spot in the queu, we all settled down again.
Another day of waiting, this time in the full sun! Too hot to eat.
Every once in a while someone goes out for drinks. Other than that
there's nothing to do but wait...
By 7 pm everyone starts to get nervous. At the other gate everyone's
standing for a while already. At our side everyone seems a little
more relaxed, or should I say a little less tensed. That changes
when security people come out to open the gates. Hysteria breaks
out when the other gate is opened first. After two minutes shouting
and cursing they open our gate too. No time for checking, we rush
past the guards, into the stadium, down the stairs and then run
to the stage. We make it to front row, right in the middle! So the
camping and the waiting was all worth it. Only two hours left! The concert
9.40
pm, only ten minutes late, the lights go out. Undefinable, anticipating
music comes out of the speakers. "Do you like my acid rock"
is heard. And "Express yourself, don't repress yourself".
Everyone cheers as Niki and Donna rise from underneath the stage,
sporting a punk-outfit. Everyone stares at the ceiling, as it
was reported Madonna might fly on stage. But then there's a spotlight
directed to the middle of the stage, right in front of us. Our
queen comes out of the smoke; on a sliding path she comes closer
(see picture on the left). The crowd goes hysteric as she sings
"I traded fame for love without a second thought". She's
wearing a red Scottish kilt, with underneath a black pants and
leather boots. On top she has a black shirt with zippers across,
a see-through sleeve on her left arm and a bandage on her right
arm. Later we hear that it's not because of an accident, but to
avoid irritation from playing the guitar. And she's small! But
she has this powerful look. This is really Madonna!
18.000 fans sing along with Drowned
World. Many are crying of happiness. It's so unreal to see
her in the flesh, after all those years.
As she's singing the last 'substitute for love', the beat kicks
in and the crowd starts dancing on Impressive
Instant. Several male dancers join Madonna on stage, wearing
strange masks covered with lights. Standing on a lifted stage,
she falls back for a bodysurf on the hands of the dancers. As
she gets down, they surround her like some kind of huge insects
bugging her. She kicks them aside, pushes them back. She comes
to the front of the stage; only a meter away from us, crawling
on the floor on her back (pictures on the right). We're only two
songs into the show and Madonna has already proven what every
fan knows: there's only one big entertainer ruling this world!
A heavy rock beat introduces Candy
Perfume Girl. Nobody else but the lady herself is playing
the electric guitar! Boy, has she improved since the Letterman
performance! As a professional guitarist she's rocking on stage.
Once again the crowd goes wild. Seductively she sticks her finger
in her mouth (picture left). Those who paid attention could read
her guitar strap 'FUCK OFF'. Some kind of warning, cause at the
end of the song she screams 'fuck off motherfuckers!!'.
The lady can say what she wants, the fans will cheer anyway! "We
love you too honey!" was my answer. :)
Austin Powers appears on the big screen "Shall we shag now
or shall we shag later?". "And you can fuck off too!"
blurts Madge, before jumping around on the rhythm of Beautiful
Stranger. Maddy, Niki and Donna run to all corners of the
stage, tadadada tata ta. Then the ladies pull the shy 'cameraman'
on stage, seducing the *poor* boy (picture right). Hey Mo, I'll
be your cameraman any time! ;-)
The last song of the 'punk-rock' part of the show is Ray
Of Light. As for most songs throughout the show we see an
extended video on the big screen, made by Dan-o-rama. As expected
this song is one of the highlights of the concert. No matter how
little space we have, we just have to dance on this one. Which
means one big heaving crowd. Madonna jumps and dances as if her
life's depending on it. She's clearly having as much fun as we
are. "And I feeeeeeeeeeeeeel!!"
Then it gently slows down, dancers disappear in the dark and Madonna's
left alone in the spotlight. "And now, I find I've changed
my mind... This is my religion". By this she finishes the
first part of the show.
As Madonna goes backstage for a costume change, the stage is left
empty except for a jungle-like decor and four white cocoons on
the ceiling. With the first tones of Paradise
(Not For Me) the sheets fall off and we see four butt-naked
(except for that string) male dancers, hanging upside down. The
screen shows a mantra-movie starring Madonna, resembling the Geisha-look
from the Nothing Really Matters-video (picture left). As the song
continues the dancers slowly crawl up. Boy, are they supple or
what ?! They come back on the ground, slowly moving towards the
front. As Mo sings 'there is a light' they slowly open their mouth
and uncover a reddish glow. The tone is set for a more mysterious
and theatrical part of the show.
Madonna is back, (re)introducing her Geisha-look with a black
wig and wearing a black-and-red dress by Adrienne Phillips with
26ft long sleeves, covering the entire width of the stage (pictures
right). Two dancers pull off the sleeves as if it were two giant
flags. Madonna gives a beautiful performance of the haunting Frozen.
The choreography of the fantasticly dressed dancers seems to be
perfectly timed.
With the asian style the tones are difficult to define, but real
fans recognize the intro from Open
Your Heart. Not yet time for a flashback though; it is actually
Nobody's Perfect
that starts. This song is without any doubt the most theatrical.
Madonna's on stage with a samourai dancer. She asks him for forgiveness,
as 'nobody's perfect'. Running after him, resting her head on
his shoulder. As he doesn't want to give in she finally kneels
and he cuts off her talisman (picture right). A few violins seem
to cry because of her defeat.
The silence is broken by the ringing sound which we know from
Mer Girl. I really didn't
expect this song on tour, as it's so personal and emotional. But
it perfectly fits the mysterious, haunting sphere that the show
is in now. Madonna slowly walks up the stage on the jungle-like
decor... 'I ran and I ran, I was looking for me...'
Then the beat kicks in again! Sky
Fits Heaven! The crowd goes hysterical as Madonna jumps of
the levelled stage. Wearing a cord on her back (which can be pulled
up by dancers at the side of the stage), she seems to be flying
with every step she takes. This performance is the most spectacular,
no doubt THE highlight of the evening. Madonna continues her fight
against the dancers, the 'evil spirits', kicking them in a true
kungfu-style, flying and jumping! (picture left)
Now it's her turn for victory. Things calm down again and Mo's
left on stage. Now she can finish what she started. "And
the ground gave way beneath my feet" she sings while the
ground literally opens up and a red glow comes out from the depth.
With only some simple percussion in the background, Madonna finishes
Mer Girl and at the same
time the Geisha-part of the show. But before leaving she takes
a gun and shoots the last 'evil spirit' dancer. (picture right)
Time for a new costume change, while a heavy dance remix of What
It Feels Like For A Girl is playing. Dancers entertain us
on stage, while on the big screen there's an animated movie, again
by Dan-o-rama.
Then Madonna rises from underneath the stage, sitting on bales
of hay. While playing the acoustic guitar she hits the first notes
of I Deserve It. She's
wearing a cowboy outfit of black leather. It's a quiet song, and
everyone silently enjoys it. But the cheering at the end is loud.
'Did you like that? Do you wanna hear some more?" What else
than a big 'YEAH'!
'Don't Tell Me to
stop' she asks. We never would Maddy! Second time the chorus gets
around she points the microphone towards the public. As one the
crowd sings the already classic lyrics. 'WOOOOW' laughs Madge
and she jumps to the middle of the stage for that fantastic line
dance with the cowboy dancers. The performance resembles a lot
what we've seen on other shows already, but live it's all so much
better. The rhythm slows down and Madonna's left in the spotlight
as she vulnerably sings 'please don't... please don't... please
don't tell me to stop...'
But she's far from vulnerable as she starts Human
Nature. Another surprise on the show, as she's doing so few
pre-Ray Of Light songs. But what a fantastic experience to hear
her sing it after 7 years! She takes off her leather jacket. Underneath
she's wearing a shirt with a US flag motive. Together with the
dancers she wraps herself up in ropes, resembling the video. Then
she heads for the mechanical bull that has appeared on the right
corner of the stage. "Oops I didn't know we couldn't talk
about seeeeeeeeex" she blurts as she's riding it. Simply
fantastic!
During this cowboy part of the show Madonna starts talking to
the audience more than earlier in the show. She seems to feel
more comfortable to interact, and she takes advantage of that
as she introduces the next song that's "brand new" and
"very personal, because it's about a person". She tries
her best to talk with a southern cowboy-accent to Niki and Donna
as she sings this funny country song 'Oh
Dear Daddy'. It's a stupid, simple song, but when Mo brings
it, she of course gives it a new dimension. Well... not really,
she's just having fun actually. And the crowd appreciates it.
The next song she dedicates to all the people that have been an
inspiration in her life. It's Secret.
While she plays the guitar on the lifted stage, the middle screen
shows an extended version of the video with images of people throughout
life, from baptism to death, rather religiously influenced.
The show gets even more emotional, as Madonna heads for the left
corner of the stage to sing Gone.
No flashy lights, no dancers, just Madonna in the spotlight (picture
right). In the stadium you see hands waving along, people get
out their lighters. I never cared that much for this song before,
but this performance is so emotional, so vulnerable, so perfect.
We just hold each others hands and enjoy this fantastic song,
which closes the third part of the show.
Time for the last part already, which can be seen as the spanish-latin
part of the show. First Don't
Cry For Me Argentina but just an instrumental version. Lots
of candles rise at the sides of the stage, creating a special
atmosphere in which the dancers perform a partner dance.
Meanwhile a black box rises from the stage. As it opens we see
Maddy in a beautiful black Gaultier dress (picture left). Especially
the Spanish fans sing along with Lo
Que Siente La Mujer. By now, I know most of the lyrics too.
The percussion makes this song better than the version which we
find on the maxi single. Following the style of the song, Madonna's
on stage with four female dancers, who ask her for a dance one
by one.
Monty the guitarist makes a great transition to La
Isla Bonita. "This song is for Barcelona!" Madonna
picks up her acoustic guitar and plays as she's standing in between
the dancers and musicians. They form a circle around the flamenco
dancer while the fans shout 'olé!'. Maddy encourages the
crowd, slapping on her guitar. Again, she looks like having a
lot of fun!
The crowd has been going wild all the show, certainly the front
row where I was standing. But everyone gets out all the energy
left in his body when the classic tones of Holiday
come out of the speakers. Madonna, Niki and Donna come out on
stage. Madonna's wearing a black shirt saying 'mother' in the
front and 'f*ckers' on the back. Donna hands her a white fur coat.
They also got these funny little hats which they later throw into
the crowd. They dance and jump around on stage, from left to right
corner. It makes me even think of Blond
Ambition; it's so super energetic! It's just amazing how an
18-year old song (people, this was only her third single!) can
get 18000 people go completely MAD! Of course the lyrics are so
well-known that everyone's singing and shouting along! If there's
one party song, it's definitely this one!
It doesn't take too long after Holiday or we hear "Do you
like to... boogie woogie". Music,
the perfect way to end a perfect show. All dancers on stage; Madonna
gives her best for the last time. On the screen we see the perfectly
timed video collection, ranging from the Burning Up video to What
It Feels Like For A Girl. Nobody wants to think about this being
the end of the show; everyone just dances, sings and enjoys the
last minutes of this huge spectacle, under a rain of gold glitters...
But then it's over. The three final beats of Music, Maddy's fist
in the air and the car crash from the WIFLFAG video. The crowd
keeps on cheering. Then Ali G appears on screen: "Go home,
she ain't coming back. They've got the Backstreet Boys in this
venue tomorrow and let's face it, you don't wanna be around for
that!"